Saturday, October 23, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 26



My Testimony - Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

Diary For Today

This weekend's Christian crusade in our city had a youth rally this afternoon. It seemed very important that I get there as early as I could and intercede. The prayer flowed. Trish and I have six kids, all in their 20s and nearly 20s. Also two beautiful daughters in law, and two fantastic grandchildren. They all have cousins and friends. Youth is important in our family.

Awesome things are happening in the world because of the kids and young people who are already in the Kingdom of God, and also those that Jesus is bringing in. Perhaps my prayer flowed because God is confident that what He has undertaken in this crusade will come to fulfilment.

The meeting was great. (I probably would have enjoyed the music more if I wore those foam ear plugs which reduce sound. My time for very loud music was with Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Suzy Quattro and all those 70s rockers).

Robert's talk was so very good. He was telling the kids about growing up straight and true. As yesterday, he spoke with illustrations from the Bible and testimonies from his own ministry. Robert did not moralise, yet his talk covered the moral issues of living life today. It was very moving. I plan to buy the CD; this lovely man can tell this stuff so much better than me. For reasons of love, and for love of Jesus, I don't think any of the kids there will ever have an abortion. That is very good news.

Living In Fullness

In recent days I have been pondering fulfilment, and the whole thing of living in fullness in Christ Jesus. This is such a big subject in the New Testament. I think the secret is to be happy to love and follow the Lord, to be obedient to Him, and to not crave for stuff that’s out of reach:

(1 Timothy 6:6) "godliness with contentment is great gain".

Prayer: "Thankyou Lord Jesus, your Word assures me that I have fullness in you. Any seeming shortcoming in my circumstances does not affect this truth".

Favourite Scriptures:

(John 1:16)
From His fullness we all received grace upon grace.

(Acts 17:28)
For in him we live, and move, and have our being.

(Romans 15:29)
I know that, when I come to you, I will come in the fullness of the blessing of the Good News of Christ.

(Ephesians 1:9-10 ISV)
He made known to us the secret of His will. This was according to His plan that He set forth in Christ to usher in the fullness of the times and to gather up all things in Christ, both things in heaven and things on earth.

(Ephesians 1:22-23)
He put all things in subjection under His feet, and gave Him to be head over all things for the church, which is his body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all.

(Ephesians 3:19)
.. and to know Christ's love which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.

(Ephesians 4:13)
.. until we all attain to the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a full grown man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.

(Colossians 2:9)
For in Him all the fullness of the Godhead dwells bodily.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Friday, October 22, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 25



Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

Diary For Today

Some people I spend a lot of time with are running a Christian crusade this weekend. A wonderful pastor from Uganda, Robert Kayanja, is ministering. His message tonight was simple, yet profound; "Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever". Robert spoke with illustrations from the Bible and testimonies from his own recent ministry.

We saw ears being unblocked; people who had been deaf in an ear for years were demonstrably healed. For others it was restoration of the sight of a blind eye. Healed. The evidence was plain to see.

In one case the affliction of a father was mirrored in a daughter, both were healed. In another a whole family was affected by night blindness, in dim light they were unable to see at all; the whole family has been healed.

This afternoon, while I was interceding for the meeting, my damaged knee bothered me as I walked up and down the bleachers. Robert asked everyone who had pain, sickness, or oppression, to stand. He came against all the devils of affliction, pain, infirmity, sickness, inheritance, and more, then he prayed for our recovery. Immediately I had confidence to use my knee in the way I'd experienced difficulty this afternoon. Briskly I walked up to the top of the bleachers, then down again. Three times I did this. My knee was fine.

Praise Jesus, I am rejoicing over the restoration of my knee. This is a wonderful leap forward. Thank you Lord! I am so looking forward to walking our dog, Star, tomorrow!

Favourite Scriptures:

(Matthew 4:24)
The report about [Jesus] went out into all Syria. They brought to Him all who were sick, afflicted with various diseases and torments, possessed with demons, epileptics, and paralytics; and He healed them.

(Luke 4:40)
When the sun was setting, all those who had any sick with various diseases brought them to [Jesus]; and He laid his hands on every one of them, and healed them.

(Acts 5:16)
Multitudes also came together from the cities around Jerusalem, bringing sick people, and those who were tormented by unclean spirits: and they were all healed.

(Hebrews 13:8)
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Thursday, October 21, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 24



 Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands - One Week To Go

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

Signs

(Mark 16:20) They went out, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with them, and confirming the word by the signs that followed. Amen.

Mark's book covers Jesus' life, death, resurrection and glorification. It ends with our Lord's instructions and encouragement for the Church which would soon rise up.

Today, some do not believe in signs and wonders. I do not understand why this is, though I know it to be true . . Perhaps because of fear? I know that many have been hurt by the promise of what the Word of God seems to promise, yet they have seen no fulfilment of the promises.

Mark wrote in a concise and no-nonsense way. At the very end of his book, Mark is quoting Jesus, and Jesus is giving His final earthly teaching to His people. To Mark this has to be a very important passage.

Jesus' is speaking to the people who knew Him:

(Matthew 16:16) Simon Peter said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God".

(John 11:27) Martha said to him, "Yes, Lord. I have come to believe that you are the Christ, the Son of God, he who was to come into the world".

Is God truthful? Yes. Unchanging? Yes. Loving? Yes. Saviour? Yes. Abba Father? Yes.

Ideas

Last evening a "creation" teacher came to a church near here and I was able to go. The visitor would quote from famous researchers and teachers from the fields of Big Bang Theory, and the Theory of Evolution. He would then present empirical evidence and shoot down every single one of those arguments. There is absolutely no evidence to support Evolution, or the Big Bang Theory, or the multi-billion-year age of the universe. None. Not even a little bit. The much proclaimed Fossil Record is full of holes, and empty of facts; it is a sham.

I love science and the “unfathomable riches” with which creative minds can work. It was good to see ideas pitted against one another, each supported by evidence, (where there is any). But when something is called "science" which is just an idea, a theory, or a proposition, is not science, no matter how famous or aggressive its supporters may by.

Satan

What does Satan tell us? Lies:

(John 8:44 NIV) " . . the devil . . he was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies".

God

(Psalm 102:25 NIV) In the beginning you laid the foundations of the earth, and the heavens are the work of your hands.

The Creation takes my breath away every day. I have held new babies, helped sheep birth lambs, said "good bye" to my Dad, picked flowers, raced cars, body surfed, climbed mountains. Trish and I have been married for 30 years, we have children.

What does God tell us? Truth:

(1 John 5:6) This is he who came by water and blood, Jesus Christ; not with the water only, but with the water and the blood. It is the Spirit who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth.

Here is truth. God has moral glory.

Faith Is My Friend

I choose to believe God, and the Son He sent who saved me!

Favourite Scriptures:

(Ephesians 4:12-13)
.. for the perfecting of the saints, to the work of ministry, to the building up of the body of Christ; until we all attain to the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a full grown man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.

(Mark 16:20)
They went out, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with them, and confirming the Word by the signs that followed. Amen.

Everywhere . .

(Mark 16:17-18)
". . those who believe . . will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover".

They will . .

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 23



Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

Today

A very unsettled day. There is just a week to go of my 30 days. Today I had number of small house-husband and household-bookkeeper things to do which, as so often happens, took way longer than planned. There is also a great deal to ponder . .

Jesus' Fear Of The Lord

For the past three days I have been thinking about Jesus, and His Sonship, His fear of the Lord:

(Isaiah 11:2-3) "The Spirit of the Lord will rest on Him; the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord. His delight will be in the fear of the Lord. He will not judge by the sight of his eyes, neither decide by the hearing of his ears".

Whilst living on the earth, Jesus "who, existing in the form of God, didn't consider equality with God a thing to be grasped, emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being made in the likeness of men" (Philippians 2:6-7).

Jesus constantly served Father God because of love. He loved His Father, and He loved being the beloved of His Father. I believe that the most precious thing Jesus had on the Earth was His Sonship, it meant everything to Him. He always looked to His Father:

(John 5:30) "I can of myself do nothing. As I hear, I judge, and my judgment is righteous; because I don't seek my own will, but the will of my Father who sent me". (See also John 6:57, John 8:29, John 14:13, John 15:10).

Jesus lived in worship, obedience and humility. He served.

We are to be like Jesus. Me also. I am to be like Jesus.

It is very clear in the Bible, that Christians will grow. This is one of my great delights. Many seniors behave as though their lives are over; the Christians I know, of my generation, are all exploding in faith, hope and love (1 Corinthians 13:13). Growing in faith, in hope, and in love.

Thank you Jesus, you did not simply die for us, but you laid down all of your life in humility and obedience to Our Father for the sake of the whole world. For my family. For me.

As we face difficulties we can ponder these things in the knowledge that God never fails and never changes. Jesus' faith was anchored in these truths.

Favourite Scriptures:

We are to become more Christ-like:

(Ephesians 4:11-13) He gave some to be apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, shepherds and teachers; for the perfecting of the saints, to the work of serving, to the building up of the body of Christ; until we all attain to the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a full grown man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.

And we can rejoice:

(Philippians 1:6) being confident of this very thing, that he who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 22


My Testimony - Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

First

This morning I went to a beautiful Christian meeting. We marked three years of a most amazing ministry. The Lord is bringing salvations and many deliverances and healings, and also multiplying the ministry through teaching and making connections with others around the world. The leader is truly gifted, anointed, and very enthusiastic. It was a celebration of Jesus advance in the world! There is good teaching and training there but still, many of us there are of limited practical use to the crippled, the sick and the burdened. What is here seems not to be enough.

Something Happened

On the way home I (almost literally) bumped into a person we used to know years ago. (The person had many issues and needed huge amounts of ministry, neither our leaders nor Trish and I were equipped or able to give). I stopped, backtracked. We spoke. "How are things? You look well". "O you know, sometimes they are not too bad", and tears started to leak from behind the smile. Our conversation ended soon after. I hadn't known how to respond. It would have been so good to have Trish there. I was frozen. What can I do Lord?

When I got home I thought: "John, even with all your ailments and tests and doctors, you can manage, you can still get about and function. But this family! They have almost nothing but problems, their situation has not changed in many years". The husband became wary of ministry, particularly high powered ministry, because no healing or relief was ever seen. Their kids are now school age. I'm sure that they feel they have nowhere to go.

Trish got home a few hours later. I was still distraught. "This is where the rubber hits the road Trish. With me it is almost like a game by comparison. What am I doing putting so much emphasis on me. What can we do?"

This has really got me going.

I believe that this was a divine appointment. Today of all days!

Is this too much to ask? "Lord, fix me. Give me the confidence to go and genuinely help others, especially this family in all the many ways they need. Lord, the Church has too much ministry with lots of promise, but with very limited results".

We know of so many people who have been on prayer lines for years. They go to every well-known visitor who comes to town. No change. Don't tell me they have too little faith. It's not the patient who needs faith, but the minister needs the faith of God (Mark 11:22), and God certainly has enough. Lazarus had none at all (John 11), and Jesus had him up and out of the grave.

Teach Us All Things

O Lord, you say that, by your Spirit you will teach us all things. I pray that you will make this clear. I am ready to follow. Trish and I are both ready to follow you.

(John 14:26)
But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things, and will remind you of all that I said to you.

(1 Corinthians 2:9-10)
But as it is written, "Things which an eye didn't see, and an ear didn't hear, which didn't enter into the heart of man, these God has prepared for those who love him." But to us, God revealed them through the Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.

(2 Timothy 2:7)
Consider what I say, and may the Lord give you understanding in all things.

How like Jesus am I, really, after all these 25 years as a Christian? (See Ephesians 4:13). The New Testament is full of people ministering on the day, or the week, or the year they were converted. Lord Jesus bring your mighty power to bear in our time.

Favourite Scriptures:

(Matthew 8:16)
When evening came, they brought to him many possessed with demons. He cast out the spirits with a word, and healed all who were sick.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Monday, October 18, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 21


Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

A Higher Place

In all my years of being Christian I have never been able to consistently make time to pray and study as I have these 21 days. It's wonderful, rich.

In many ways I am in a higher place:

•   I am so very aware that Jesus is near (Matthew 28:20), always, it is His promise.

•   I know that all God's promises are good because I have seen and read hundreds of times about salvation, deliverance and healing in people's lives (2 Corinthians 1:20). Jesus. He created and sustains each one, and even the entire universe (Colossians 1:17).

•   Key words from Scripture keep coming to my mind, I often do not know which book they are in, but from the key-word I can find the verse; it is always a perfect fit for my meditation with Jesus at that time, whether I am cleaning, or cooking, or shopping for the family, or praying!

•   All day, and also when I wake in the night, Jesus will bring Himself into my consciousness. Always He brings hope, as in Paul's prayer for us:

(Romans 15:13-14) Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit. I myself am also persuaded about you, my brothers and sisters, that you yourselves are full of goodness, filled with all knowledge, able also to teach others.

Cat On A Hot Tin Roof

At the same time I'm like a cat on a hot tin roof. It seems to be a dichotomy (two mutually exclusive, opposed, or contradictory ideas):

•   I see no sign of any physical change, but I trust my Jesus for my wellbeing!

•   The days are ticking by. Where is my rescue?

Nasty Stronghold

For years I had a nasty stronghold, I believed that God has favourites. Some people seemed to constantly make progress in every area of their lives; they were joy filled in their Christian walk, they enjoyed satisfying work and adequate finances (they could make spending and lifestyle choices), their relationships flourished in every area. Nasty. This was a painful place for me to live.

Now I know the truth. More than anything, I have come to realise that the way Jesus has got hold of me is so very special, so precious, that it far outweighs anything Satan or the world may try to tempt me with. My family has been healed; our relationships have been healed, we grow together. Our finances are truly sufficient. We are able to be generous and live full lives.

What I See Is In The Spiritual - Not In The Physical

Everything that I do see is in the spiritual, and:

(2 Corinthians 10:4-5 NIV) The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

Faith Is My Friend

(Hebrews 11:1 NIV) Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

I do not see what Jesus has promised in His passion and pain and death, and in His resurrection. Yet I am certain of what I do not see:

•  Jesus' wounds have healed me.

•  His blood has washed me clean.

•  He has purchased me, for eternity.

•  He has brought me into full sonship to Father God with Him.

•  Eternally I will live and reign with Him.

•  I am not alone, but a part of a mighty army, in Christ Jesus.

Righteousness

(Sorry, it has taken a few days to get back to this subject which I began on Day 16).

The main thing I would like to add is this:-

We have been adopted by Father God to be sons and daughters. This means that we have the same birthright and the same inheritance as Jesus. We have been washed clean. There is no question about how special we are. We have come into what God designed from the beginning, since before the Fall, you and I living with God and His Son Jesus. There is no question that Father will protect us from unrighteousness, the same way he does everything, by His Son Jesus!

(2 Corinthians 6:18) "'I will be to you a Father. You will be to me sons and daughters,' says the Lord Almighty".

Favourite Scriptures: A Walk Through Salvation And Righteousness:

(Romans 3:23)
For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God.

(Romans 6:23)
For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

(1 Peter 2:24)
He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed.

(Matthew 27:46)
About the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, "Eli, Eli, lima sabachthani?" That is, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"

(2 Corinthians 5:21)
God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

(Matthew 28:1-10)
After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men. The angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: `He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.' Now I have told you." So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. "Greetings," he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. Then Jesus said to them, "Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me".

(Acts 2:37-39)
When the people heard this, they were cut to the heart and said to Peter and the other apostles, "Brothers, what shall we do?" Peter replied, "Repent and be baptised, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise is to you, and to your children, and to all who are far off, even as many as the Lord our God will call to himself".

And then:

(Acts 2:42-47)
They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favour of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.


Praise Jesus
Amen.

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Sunday, October 17, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 20


Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). My testimony has been undermined. I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

The Elephant In The Room

Day 15 of this project was a big milestone. It marked half way. I was not quite sure how to express myself but something has been churning away inside me since then. It was this: I have asked Jesus to heal me of 17 distinct physical or medical complaints, for which I was seeing 8 doctors and specialists, and regularly taking 6 medications. Some of these conditions were congenital, some of were of many years duration, others were quite new.

When Jesus took me to Himself I began to testify to His working great emotional, generational, spiritual, and physical healings in me and my family members. (Also, I often testify to God's mighty power at work in others).

At the end of two weeks with no medications, no tests, and no doctor visits, my wife, Trish, and I were unable to discern any significant change in my condition. Certainly there were no noticeable improvements.

I started thinking about Job and Habakkuk. The elephant in the room appeared as part of my background consciousness. What if there is no healing? What if these 30 days come to an end and my health is unchanged? After much prayer I concluded that this was not Satan trying to build a new stronghold. It was me asking: "Who are you Lord Jesus?"

"I know who you are Jesus, please forgive my unbelief".

The Project Trigger

The orthopaedic surgeon who has been caring for my bones and joints is a very good doctor and a wise and gentle man. He is a scientist, not a man of the spirit. He showed, in unambiguous terms, that the knee, which I thought Jesus had miraculously healed three years ago, had continued to deteriorate. He assured me that any medical person would conclude, like him, that it was natural and normal that my knee could again be painful and swollen . . the three years of relief from symptoms was simply part of its normal cycle of ageing and wear, pain, swelling, and relief.

This news was devastating. I am a Christian who testifies. This is what I do. Jesus had me build this web-site, PsalmsOfJohn.com, as a place to post my testimonies. My Bible knowledge is limited, when I came to Jesus I was old enough that remembering Scripture and chapter and verse was very hard. But testimony is as natural to me as breathing.

Where Is My Testimony Now?

My cry: "Lord, where is my testimony now? I've told dozens of people, whole groups, that you healed my knee. Was I deceived? Are you real? Can I ever rely on my understanding again?"

So many people have a story about how God revealed Himself when they desperately cried out to Him. I have nowhere else to go. I cannot go back into the world.

"Breathe" / Michael W. Smith

This is the air I breathe, This is the air I breathe,
Your holy presence living in me,

This is my daily bread, This is my daily bread,
Your very word spoken to me.

And I, I'm desperate for you, And I, I'm lost without you,

This is the air I breathe, This is the air I breathe,
Your holy presence living in me,

This is my daily bread, this is my daily bread,
your very Word spoken to me.

And I, I'm desperate for you, And I, I'm lost without you.
I'm lost without you. I'm lost without you. I'm desperate for you.

Prayer

"O Jesus, Saviour, Redeemer, come, reveal yourself beyond denial. My life is yours. I commit all again to you. Come Lord Jesus".

Favourite Scriptures:

(Psalm 22:22)
I will declare your name [Lord Jesus]. In the midst of the congregation, I will praise you.

(Habakkuk 3:17-18 NIV)
Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
yet I will rejoice in the Lord,
I will be joyful in God my Saviour
.

(Jeremiah 29:13 KJV)
And you shall seek me, and find me, when you shall search for me with all your heart.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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