Sunday, March 14, 2010

Trish's New Job

Testimony About Trish Becoming A Home Economics Teacher 

My wife Trish just started work as a High School Teacher. She will teach those many and varied subjects which make up Home Economics. It took a whole string of miracles for her to reach this point and I, (Trish’s husband, John), am writing this not just to tell you how wonderful and committed and persevering and talented she is, but also to give glory to God, our Father in Heaven. He chose Trish, but without His constant help, encouragement, intervention and love she would never have even started on these four years of study, let alone completed it with many "distinctions" and even "high distinctions". And then getting this job! Well, here is my story about this adventure.

About seven years ago our smallest kids reached that age where it seemed like a good idea for Trish to stop being a full-time Mum and homemaker and get a job. After a time of prayer and deep thought she chose to teach swimming. She would do a course of training then work for the Department of Education for three terms a year (but not the winter term) and teach primary-school kids to swim. Trish has always been a great swimmer. At high school she was so good she trained with the boys' team. She has an effortless style and speeds through the water looking relaxed and gorgeous.

We knew that Jesus was with Trish in all this because such unlikely things all worked out. Just the thought of going to school and learning to teach was pretty scary for Trish. Then the job she got was just the Lord! She got to teach in an indoor pool just seven minutes drive from our home, so she knew some of the kids she taught, others we would see in local shops or at our boys football games, they would all smile and wave to her. Her boss was recognised as the very best supervisor for several counties round about. Trish loved the work and came home full of stories about the people and funny things from her day. She delighted in how she was able to help the kids progress from abject fear of the water to confidence and joy and actual skills which would add to their lives for decades.

After three years Trish knew it was time to move up. By the end of each autumn term, she was invariably pretty sick with a chronic cough and general flu symptoms; it would take her several weeks to recover. Also, swim teaching had serious responsibilities, the teacher was personally liable for any drowning or injury, and the pay was about one third of that for a regular school teacher.

So, something easier? Something with similar money? Something less demanding, Something which would allow her to give more time to the Lord's activities like prayer and helps? Something more of a career? Teaching? No, not teaching. Teaching home economics? No, not teaching, not home economics!

Trish had just turned fifty. She knew that she did not want to work in a café as our youngest daughter did, nor in a shop or department store as our daughter-in-law did. A chemistry teacher friend shared with Trish about teaching: "It's not so much about the subject, though you do impart some knowledge to the students; no, it is mainly about life; in your time with these kids you impart life, you give of yourself, this helps prepare them for the world". The life he was talking about, the life Trish would impart as a Christian teacher, would be Jesus.

Four years of university? But not home economics. OK.

Much prayer. Jesus was speaking into Trish. He guided her, brought her to His thinking. OK. Home economics. Decision made. Is this even possible? Can Trish even go to Uni or does she need to do pre-admission studies?

When she enquired, Trish found that there was just one university teaching Home Economics in our state. Could she enroll now to start in four weeks? This seemed impossible, certain important enrolment dates had already gone by. Trish had graduated High School in New Jersey and matriculated for university in New York City decades previously. Cathleen, Trish's sister was contacted; she is a very "can do" kind of person, she got busy. 

Such a flurry of activity. Suddenly Trish was enrolled at Edith Cowan University and starting a four year course "next week"! Our second son, Daniel, said Trish could have his old (very old) laptop for her studies, it no longer worked off its batteries but only had mains power supply, one USB port, and a port so she could connect to the Internet.

First Year: Oh the excitement! Home Economics was such a great choice - there was such a shortage of teachers, Trish would almost be able to choose the school where she would work. Was Jesus telling us that she would work in the country? This was one on those thoughts we have that will not go away. The country? First there were four years of study. The country seemed likely, and, if He wants it, we will go. Trish's studies went well. Trish gained so many learning skills, communication skills, computer skills. She could already type like the wind but that was on typewriters. Now everything was computers and bit by bit she learned: Microsoft, email, Word, files, documents, folders, PowerPoint, Google, Excel. Her schoolwork was great, right from the get-go Trish got great marks and her enthusiasm was infectious amongst her classmates and teachers. Trish started to shine. She was very busy and had to put some things aside. It was hard for her to rely on John and the children to do most of the meals and housework; we did not meet her standards and it was hard for her to live in a partly messy house.

Second Year: There was still a big shortage of home economics teachers, Trish was assured that she would get to choose her job and the school where she would work. Her work went well. Her grades were much better than when she was at high school or attending classes at New York University: distinctions, high distinctions, she worried if she got a Credit (C+ B- or B). She was loving it.

It was about this time that a prophetic preacher came to our city. He gave a word that a group of people were going to gather around John and Trish "in a farmhouse, all supplied, near the city". John had completed a Bible College degree a couple of years previously and was beginning to teach; it seemed clear that this was Jesus' work for him. Was this God's framework in which Trish's country service as a teacher would fit?

Third Year: Trish was getting to be senior at the Uni now. More than half way! There was still a serious shortage of home economics teachers, Trish would definitely get a great job. She excelled at her work; for her prac work she was sent to the best public school in the state. This had to be a great honour and a recognition of the kind of work she was doing in the classroom. 

Somewhere along the way John and Trish had become very involved in our new and exciting church. This was important to us. Our children were getting involved in churches too. The middle kids, Kate and Patrick, were starting Uni and the twins (our babies, Peter and Rebecca) were in their last year at high school. Our oldest son, Thomas, was married, we had a lovely daughter-in-law and two grandchildren. So, five kids living at home - four students, and Daniel who had finished his degree and was working. We no longer believed that the Lord would move us to the country just yet, maybe after a year or two of Trish teaching in the city?

Year 4: Final year. Suddenly the whole world of education was turned on its head; the Global Financial Crisis had hit and many people planning to retire no longer could afford to do so. Now there were too many teachers, including home economics. Many of the graduating class had no hope of getting work. None. Others would get bits and pieces of fill-in and relief work, possibly at primary schools or in an entirely different subject. The Uni work went on but in an atmosphere of doubt and uncertainty. Trish had a couple of very difficult units to do in the last semester with much humanist material and a strong humanist emphasis from the Uni. It was a very hard year for her.

Our Lord directed Trish to request that she do her big final prac at a pretty tough high school a couple of suburbs away from our house. She knew some Christians working there so felt comfortable that this would work, especially as it was His will. The prac project lasted a whole term and was such an adventure! Every day Trish came home with great stories, especially about the students. Grace abounded. Many of the kids came from disadvantaged circumstances but they responded to Trish in amazing ways. It became clear to us, who heard all the stories, that something precious was coming from Trish and into the kids. This was God's plan. The school where Trish worked was going to be her mission field, this prac showed that in just a few weeks.

As this final year of study was ending Trish missed an exam. She was home studying and the phone rang. Her friend asked "Where are you?" "Home studying for the exam tomorrow" Trish replied. "Well we've all just come out of the exam, it was today". On checking her notes Trish discovered that this was true. She had made a mistake on her calendar. Universities take these things very seriously. Trish immediately contacted her teacher, the one whose humanist class Trish had so struggled with, who said that arrangements could be made and Trish would have an opportunity to sit that exam later, however, this would probably mean that her paper would not be marked at the same time as her classmates and she may not be able to graduate with them. Four years work. Trish was devastated. We prayed that the Lord would find favour at the university for Trish. Soon enough the phone rang. It was the teacher: "can you come in tomorrow?” She had found a group Trish could sit with while they did their exam. Yes. Trish sat the paper and it was marked with those of her classmates, she passed and was able to get her (essential) teacher's accreditation and graduate at the proper time! Grace!

Once all her pass marks came in Trish arranged for her WACOTT teacher accreditation number and started looking for work. The Education Department arranges all postings to Government schools. For casual or temporary work (to cover teachers who are sick or absent) the teacher must make her own arrangements to be in the available pool. Teachers must also find their own work in the private school sector. Trish was very aware that her chances of getting a Government school posting were very small. She started applying to Christian schools and for casual teaching work, anywhere and everywhere. It was hard going.

With just three weeks to go before the new school year started Trish noticed an anomaly; a new private school was advertising for a home economics teacher on a general employment web page, but there was no parallel vacancy listed on their own School web page. We figured that the position had been advertised and filled and the general Internet site had neglected to pull the add. Trish phoned the school to find out the state-of-play; no answer. So she wrote: did they still have the job? She was qualified and very interested, here was her resume.

Imagine her surprise when Trish got a call requesting that she comes for an interview. Her first! She prepared carefully and headed out for what she thought, at best, would be the first of two or three interviews. But, glory be to Jesus, Trish was offered the job!

And what a job it is! Trish is not the new junior teacher in a team of eight. She has a senior position because her department head is also the school principal; Trish must carry some of the load to plan studies and programs, she has considerable independence and is expected to implement the newer approaches to Home Economics as she learned them at university.

The school was established by local people in the community who felt that their kids were having to travel too far to Government schools. It is a Christian school yet is independent of any denomination; they are free to be simply Christian. The school is almost brand new, it is still growing with new classes starting each year. 

And . . the school is in the country. It is just south of the city but far enough away that it still has a country feel. Most homes have acreage and there are farms in the region. There are cows in the pasture right next to the school. All this and it is just a twenty-five minute drive for Trish, each way, against the rush hour traffic! Favour! Grace! A permanent job where Trish will have the same kids every week, some for years. Trish loves children and will teach life-skills to teenagers! She can surely be that river of living water for the students our Lord is giving her!

And another thing. Jesus has such a sense of timing. Once she had finished her final Uni year, Trish tidied up her computer files so they would be ready for when she was actually teaching. We made a backup onto a memory stick and turned this into a CD. Solid. Trish checked everything again, all was tidy and complete. Next day she wanted to check her email – the laptop acted funny. It never worked again. This old laptop which Daniel had used for his degree and had given to Trish, lasted by God’s grace exactly long enough for Trish to earn her teaching degrees and get her fantastic job. It is dead, finished. Trish now is a teacher who loves her work and loves her students. She has a brand new laptop. 

Praise Jesus.

February 2010 – John (with Trish’s help) – Perth, Western Australia.

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Monday, February 8, 2010

God's Father Heart

Written in June 2009 – Posted to PsalmsOfJohn in February 2010 – My first post !!

The Father Heart of God

Testimony – My Dad and Me

I was a wartime baby, conceived during that poignant time when my mum and dad knew he was going to war, but he had not yet left. My parents were very social. They wore formal clothes often! They loved the outdoors, trekking in the bush and skiing with friends. I think Pop was a happy, fun, guy.

My Dad was a navigator on bombers during WW II, he directed the plane to the target and pulled the trigger to release the bombs. A few years earlier my mother and he had had a wonderful honeymoon in the cities he bombed. He returned home from the war when I was about three. He was very saddened; he was not able to talk about the war. Most of his fellow airmen died. He bombed cities and people he had loved.

Us kids remember him as stern, distant, authoritative, bitter and without worldly success. We knew that he had at least one affair while we were teenagers. Once I was adult we rarely spoke.

When he was dying his sister said that I must go and visit him in the hospital, to see me was the only thing he wanted. The hospital registrar assured me that he would quickly get better and I should save my money until he was really sick. My aunt insisted. I went. We had about eighteen hours together. He could not speak, except with his eyes and his hands. We had eighteen hours of loving one another. Then he was gone.

What a waste . .

The Big Question

I’ve always been interested in discussion of the “big question” . . what are we here for?

When I became Christian I thought I had found the answer . . then I realised that I had not !! What I had found did not seem to be enough.

I really like preaching when the message includes Genesis One and Two, and John Chapter One, the beginnings of everything. A couple of years ago the lord had me looking into these three chapters for a whole year. I couldn’t have a quiet time without turning there and pondering in my heart.

I believe that He (the Lord) gave me some answers. I am convinced that God, the Trinity of Father, Son and Spirit, created the universe from love. The whole thing was, and is, from love and for love (1 John 4:8).

The Creation And It’s Purpose

Before “the beginning” there was just God

•  Our God.
•  Not the Muslim god, all alone.
•  Not Buddha, all alone.
•  Not millions of Hindu or Roman gods fighting and back-stabbing for power.
•  God. Father, Son and Spirit. Love. Eternally pouring out for one-another. Giving.
Family . . that’s why Father God is called Father. And why the Son is called Son. Family. Intimate.

Then they, Father, Son and Spirit, decided to make room for more. Clearly whatever they were going to bring into their presence would have to be very special:

•  The Father so loved the Son; it would be good to bring the Son a glorious bride, one who would be his delight.
•  The Son so loved the Father; it would be good to give the Father many sons, and bring them to glory with God (Hebrews 2:10).
They decided they would create creatures in their image. But not just spiritual. Physical. And call them “man” and “woman”.

There had never been anything physical at all. Nothing. So God created an entire universe as a place for these physical creatures. They would be the image of God and their destiny was to be included in God’s glory. They would participate in God’s life, eternally in the God-head; in heaven, ruling and reigning with God.

So God did. They created the whole universe just so that this tiny planet, Earth, would be safe and filled with colour and variety, and seasons and everything for life.

(Job 26:7) “He stretches out the north over empty space, and hangs the earth on nothing”.

(Genesis 1) God said “let there be . .” “let there be . .” “let there be . .” then, breathing out the words, said “let us make man . .” (God here, in the original language, was Elohim, which means "God" but is a plural word. So, God said - the three persons comprising the One God, together decided!

We are hand made. From his breath! His children. His.

Genesis 1:27-28) God created humankind in his own image. In God's image he created him; male and female he created them. God blessed them. God said to them, "Be fruitful, multiply, fill the earth, and subdue it. Have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the sky, and over every living thing that moves on the earth."

(Romans 8:19-21) the creation waits with eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed.

God designed the universe so it would have kids in it. This is a huge part of his plan. And you are one of those children; you were when you were little, and now that you are big, he still delights in you as being one of his kids!

So this should be a fantastically happy place full of fulfilled children, delighted in the family they are in . . Right ??

What went wrong ??

Sin. Humankind were separated from God. The family with Father God being Father, and the Son showing and sharing sonship with all the people is not realised.

We were born into a sinful world. Until we become Christian the sinful world is our home.

As we become Christian our parentage changes. Our whole DNA. God becomes our Father:

(1 John 3:10) This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not a child of God; nor is anyone who does not love his brother.

We know sin – it is not a stranger to any of us.

Some comments:

•  Sigmund Freud: “I could not point to any need in childhood as strong as that for fatherhood”.
•  Dr James Dobson: “Low self esteem” is by far the biggest problem among Western women, including Christian women ..
•  Dr Fiona Stanley: "All children need parenting and education to have a future in the world; until this happens for indigenous children they will continue to live chaotic lives".
•  Lucille Ball of the “I Love Lucy” TV show when discussing the collapse of Western society: “Where are the fathers?”
•  James Baldwin, African American novelist: “Children appear to not be good at listening to their parents, but always grow up imitating them”.
But God’s intention is clear:

(Galatians 3:26; 4:5; 4:6) You are all sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus, and receive the full rights of sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba, Father”.

(Romans 8:16) The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children.

(Romans 8:17) Now if we are children, then we are heirs - heirs of God and joint-heirs with Christ.

Jesus and Father God chose you and me:

(John 6:44) "No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day”.

Words Have Power.

Some words have great power; they come with their own baggage. Today we see this with words like “terrorism” and “climate change” and “economic downturn” although this last appears to have more impact in the U.S. than here, because things are tougher and more threatening over there.

“Father” possibly has the most impact of any word. Certainly vast numbers of people have been negatively impacted by the fathering they received, or even, didn’t receive.

The Persistent Neighbour

“Jesus” is the answer to every question:

(John 14:9) "Philip .. he who has seen me has seen the Father".

After Jesus teaches his twelve disciples the Lord’s Prayer (Luke 11:2-4), he goes on (Luke 11:5-8) to tell about the “one of you” who goes to a neighbour, late at night, to ask for bread for a surprise visitor. The neighbour says: “Don't bother me. The door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed. I can't get up and give it to you”. Eventually, because the “one of you” is very persistent, the neighbour gets up and gives the bread.

Most people read this as though the “one of you” is the Christian of today, being persistent with God to meet real and present needs. But this story was from Old Covenant times. Jesus was not yet crucified and risen. The disciples were not yet Christians, not yet adopted as “my children”, so had to bang on persistently to receive from God.

Today, we are in the New Covenant. Every Christian is a child of God. God is our Father. We are fully adopted and fully heirs of god’s kingdom. Jesus is our Saviour, and also our Brother. We are in intimate relationship, he is in us, and we are in him.

We are the “children” inside, with the Father safely in bed, fed, bathed, safe, all our needs met without question. All we need is to say “Abba”. Friends and neighbours need to bang and knock. But not the beloved children of the house. All we need is to say “Abba”.

God chose you, drew you, brought you to Jesus who brings you to his Father. Jesus is our redeemer and our Lord. We are told this over and over in the Scripture. What does it mean?

REDEEMER: one who regains possession by paying a price.

LORD: one possessing great power and authority.

Our Father says about our Jesus:

(Psalm 2:7-8)  I will tell of the decree. The Lord said to me, "You are my son. Today I have become your father. Ask of me, and I will give the nations for your inheritance, the uttermost parts of the earth for your possession".

This is what our redeemer and Lord says:

(Matthew 16:19)  I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven.

(John 14:12)  I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do . . even greater things than these.

(John 21:25)  Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.

Jesus’ Family and Ancestry

How is Jesus is introduced in the Bible? The Old Testament closes with the prophets who are trying, unsuccessfully, to get Israel to have a change of heart towards God who, they freely admitted, had brought them so far. Then there were 400 years of silence.

Then in our Bible we next find the Gospel of Matthew. How does that start? Matthew was written for the Jews, for Israel. When meeting someone, Jewish people want to know: “who is his father”?

(Matthew 1:1-2) The book of the generation of Jesus Christ, the son of David, the son of Abraham. Abraham begat Isaac; and Isaac begat Jacob; and Jacob begat Judas and his brethren
. . The “begats” of Matthew One!

Why start such an important and exciting account, the birth and life of the Saviour of the world, with pages of “begats”? Who were these people? Jesus’ ancestors?

•  Judah: slept with his daughter-in-law thinking her a prostitute. When it becomes known who she is, and that she’s pregnant with twins, he tries to kill her.
•  Rahab: a spy and a prostitute – treacherous with two bob each way on the outcome of the war – Rahab became Boaz’ grandmother.
•  Boaz: married an immigrant girl, Ruth, from the hated Moabite country – later when David was under dire threat he was given sanctuary in Moab because of his wife.
•  David: adulterous with Bathsheba who becomes pregnant and bore Solomon. David murdered her husband Uriah to cover up the adultery, then married Bathsheba.
•  Solomon: David's and Bathsheba’s son of their adultery - loved many foreign women, Pharaoh’ daughter, Moabites, Ammonites, Edomites, Sidonians, and Hittites who “turned away his heart”.
•  Manasseh: a prodigal son; an occultist and murderer.
•  Joseph: a good man, found that Mary was pregnant and not by him. Stood by her. Took her to Nazareth where Jesus was born in conditions of poverty in a stinking manger. (John 1:46) "Nazareth! Can anything good come from there?"
These are in Jesus family tree! How often do we think that our family was so bad, God can never see me as lovely . .

Jesus’ Delight In His Fear Of The Lord

Jesus loves his Father. We see this throughout the Scriptures and in everything he did. We know that this continues to this day.

(John 5:17) Jesus answered, "My Father works even until now, and I work".

Isaiah wrote about Jesus: (Isaiah 11:2-3) The Spirit of the Lord will rest on him - the Spirit of wisdom and of understanding, the Spirit of counsel and of power, the Spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord - and he will delight in the fear of the Lord.

Jesus’ considered that being God’s Son was something more precious and majestic than anything else imaginable. The purpose of holy fear of the Lord is to preserve humanity in the glorious liberty of the children of God as royal sons and daughters (children) set over the entire created order.

(Romans 8:21) that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to corruption and decay, and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.

The Son Who Was Lost Then Found

(Luke 15:11-32 My paraphrase) A man had two sons. The younger demanded his share of the inheritance, went to a far country and squandered the money on fast, immoral, living. Soon the money was gone and times got tough. The young man had to work for a farmer, feeding pigs.
He realised that he had made a bad mistake and determined to return home and repent before his father: “I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men”. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. The father put his best robe around his son, sandals on his feet, the family ring on his finger and arranged a great feast for him.
Meanwhile the older son was angry because he had continually been with the father working the farm, and had never asked for special favours.

What Jesus is showing us:

•  The father never stopped loving the young son (Jeremiah 31:3; 1 John 4:8) God is love.
•  The son’s sins paled in light of the father’s love (Romans 5:8), but God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
•  Upon the son’s repentance, the father restored him fully into his inheritance (Colossians 1:12) the Father . . has qualified you to share in His inheritance.
•  He cloaked the son making him clean – we are clothed with Jesus’ righteousness (Galatians 3:27) you who were baptised into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ.
•  He received sandals as befitted a son (Romans 8:15) you received the Spirit of adoption, by whom we cry, "Abba! Father!
•  He received the ring as we have the authority of Christ (Colossians 2:10) you have been given fullness in Christ.
•  He was welcomed fully into fellowship with the father (2 Corinthians 13:14) the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, be with you.

The older son:

•  The older son did not enter into intimate relation with his father (Matthew 3:17) "This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased".
•  He never accepted his position as son or as heir (John 15:15) no longer do I call you a servant.
•  He did not value or use his authority (Ephesians 4:14; Col 2:10) in him you have been made full.

We are positionally children of our heavenly Father.
So, we are truly in a place of great intimacy with our heavenly Father.

We can therefore expect to be experientially children of our heavenly Father.


We began today with my testimony of my relationship with my earthly father, Frank.

Now, we’ll conclude with my testimony of my relationship with my heavenly Father and my Lord, Jesus Christ.

My Testimony – Me Finding Jesus

A few years ago, when I had been a Christian for nearly twenty years and my kids were growing up, I realised I was stuck.

Already I was at Bible College. I had been a prayer leader, Parish Councilor, and lay preacher.

There was definitely something there, I was very committed, married to a wonderful Christian woman. Most of my kids were showing signs of “catching” Jesus and his salvation. But I knew that there was something missing.

I was told to read Watchman Nee, "The Normal Christian Life", which simply reinforced what I knew but could not express.

(Another great book: "The Three Battlegrounds" by Francis Frangipane).

With all my words I could not articulate this thing that was missing that I knew was vital. This “something” which was to do with Jesus and Father and me. That thing which was probably more than simple understanding, which would answer all the questions and quiet all the pain and yearning.

Well. It took a while but it happened. I’m still on the journey, praise God, I know it will never end. Many people helped. Many saw that I was searching and were so very kind, gracious and generous with their love and time for me.

Ultimately it was Jesus who did whatever was needful.

•  "As God changes me, he changes my concept of him"
•  "As my concept of him changes, my concept of myself changes"
•  "My concept of myself continues to change - I can look into a mirror and not be ashamed"
•  "Father God, you did a good job after all!"  (Ken Symington – 2006) 
I had many encounters with Jesus over many years. I even had an encounter with Father God, even though I knew that if I saw his face I would die (Exodus 33:20).

Both me and family members and people I know have received many healings and deliverances that I am completely certain about.

I learned that it was intimacy that I lacked. A preacher came, her name is Priscilla. She experienced what I recognised in myself. She sought and found the Lord and can now speak of little else, she is so excited, and so in love!

So I tried to find Jesus.

When I had some time; I might have put in a load of clothes and have a half hour while they washed. I would sit on the patio, in my favourite rocker. No Bible. No books, no note pad. Just me. I would say (and still do, to this day), “Jesus, I’m here. I have some time and I long to spend it with you!” then I would wait.

Later, when I walked the dog by the river, I would clear my mental decks: “Jesus, I’m here. I have some time and I long to spend it with you!”

Jesus started to visit with me. He really did (does!). I become aware that he’s there. He’s so completely normal. (Well, he is a person, after all!) I’ll be aware that he has come up and bumped shoulders with me. Or there he is, grinning at me, completely relaxed, my Friend come simply to hang out. We spend quite a bit of time together – this is limited by me, I get too caught up in stuff and forget. Can you imagine anything so dumb!

But Jesus is now my intimate Friend. I am reminded that John was the disciple whom Jesus loved (John 19:26, 20:2, 21:7, 21:20), and am very blessed to be called John. This is not an accident.

Jesus often comes to me:

•  He gives me amazing dreams.
•  He brings me gifts of visions of himself and me, and of the world and the church.
•  He opens up the Scriptures for me, in unique ways, ways I’ve never been taught.
•  He makes promises about the future. He has made it very clear that he trusts me, and has plans for me, plans of me giving and giving and giving; being his person in many situations.
•  No meeting is an accident.
•  He has brought me to our Father and healed my suspicions and fears.
•  We hang out together – he is my most beloved companion.
There was still something missing. Over the past two or three years I have been blessed to go on two Father Heart Of God courses. After each one I reported to Trish that “nothing had changed”, but that was not true. I was changed, profoundly, in ways I cannot describe but others can. Our Jesus changed me, Jesus who loves His Father beyond all else. He did it. I can take no credit for this and cannot look to any person. It was him. My Father, he came to me, he melted my heart.

Father and Son. They are keeping their promises to me.

I was justified when I was saved. Fully, Completely. All my sins were washed away and I was set free from sin and death. But now Jesus has brought me into sonship, the same Sonship that He knows, and has always known. Hallelujah!

Sonship and Intimacy Are For All God’s People

I pray the blessing of intimacy with Jesus for all of you who read this or hear it.

Thank you Jesus.

Why not pause for a few minutes. Talk to our Father, knowing that Jesus is right there with you; meditate on our family in Christ, about the Father’s love and our life, together with Jesus, here on earth.

Amen.

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Be blessed in Jesus.