Testimony - Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands
Day 17 - How Is It Going?
It feels like nothing. Nothing seems to be going on. Nothing in my body or my health seems to be improved, or even different. Probably this is good; in no obvious way am I distressed or sick by not taking all my medications.
I feel very much on my own. I've never known anyone else who has felt called to come out from under all their medical care.
I have never felt to tell about this project to my friends or my Christian brothers and sisters. Only my family living here, and my pastors, know about it. And you also, dear reader. There are just a tiny few of you, in various parts of the world, who access this web-site. Thank you for your prayers.
So. Alone. Yet never without Jesus. Always in the embrace of my family.
Life Changing
At least once every day I think of Moses, probably because his prophetic act was seemingly so useless, he was to stretch out his hand over the sea. But this was what God wanted so that He would part the sea and progress His Exodus plan. God chose Moses and was with him. I am not generally a Moses person. Abraham is a great hero of mine. And David. And Paul in the New Testament, he obeyed and the Lord explosively changed his life. I really love John, "the disciple that Jesus loved". John was quiet and steady, he thought things through, he spent time with Jesus and Holy Spirit and got to the essence of "What are you saying lord? What are you doing?" But these days, Moses is right there. Here with me.
Jesus And Abba Daddy
After my third cancer operation, (a very serious affair), I was sitting on my hospital bed waiting to be picked up to come home, I knew that people would ask how it all went. I prayed and Jesus made it plain: "are you not aware how closely our Father is watching over you in all this?" I realised that I was aware. Thoroughly surrounded and embraced by God's love!
Looking back, I can see that that is about the time that I began to find real intimacy, first with Jesus, then some time later with Father God, Abba. I am His precious son.
I am now able to understand the glory of Song of Solomon. The Scriptures about Christians and the Church being Jesus' betrothed are a significant feature of the Bible. Song of Solomon is about Jesus marrying His beloved, the Church. That's me. Jesus really loves me, we are betrothed, and He is working towards our wedding day. Glory.
Truthfully, I don't care about the rapture and all the pre-millennial and post-millennial talk (which I am not sure I understand). My Father has a crown for me. I'm getting married. I will have Jesus' name written on my thigh: "The Lord's".
Favourite Scriptures:
(Ephesians 1:17-19) that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you a spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him; having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know what is the hope of His calling, and what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the exceeding greatness of His power toward us who believe, according to the working of the strength of His might.
We Christians have such an awesome future. Our present is pregnant with life and meaning. This is because we are included. We are sons or daughters and are fully in God's inheritance:
(1 Peter 1:3-4) Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to his great mercy became our Father again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an incorruptible and undefiled inheritance that doesn't fade away, reserved in Heaven for you.
Even in Heaven we can participate with Jesus in his work as evangelist:
(Revelation 22:17) The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" He who hears, let him say, "Come!" He who is thirsty, let him come. He who desires, let him freely take the water of life.
Praise Jesus
Amen.
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Thank You Jesus.
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