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Saturday, October 16, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 19


Jesus Heals - 30 Days In Jesus' Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. Over the next 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some of long standing (1 Peter 2:24). I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, soul, mind and body.

Getting On With Life

It's Saturday, almost the end of an unusually busy week, not forgetting this 30 day project Jesus has me in. Every day I spend long quiet times with our Lord, firstly to see what He has to say today, secondly to see how I am in Him and thirdly to ask Him to give an outline and then guide me in writing this daily piece for PsalmsOfJohn.com. Also I attend Christian meetings where I am part of what Jesus is doing.

I am a house husband, Trish's husband, and father to our kids, our in-law daughters and our grandchildren. It is good to report that our van can be fixed in a few weeks when the parts come; it took a morning to set this up. Kate turned 25 during the week and we celebrated beautifully. She also has a throat infection so I took her to the doctor for antibiotics. She suggested that I stay in the car while she went in. This definitely seemed to be the right way to handle it for a guy who is avoiding medical people for 30 days. She is now recovering, praise Jesus.

So, this morning it was lovely to sit up in bed with Trish and catch up with one another. She is a teacher in a new school; they are all run off their feet because so much is being developed. Trish gets very tired. This is her mission field so it is a blessing that she's there. We also talked about me and what Jesus is doing in us, our whole family. It is clear that this project is affecting us all. Things are being broken open in the spiritual realm.

Walking It The Dust Of Our Rabbi?

In no way is there any glory for me in this. This is as it should be. Jesus never sought glory. My reading of the Bible shows that He, and His disciples, led very simple lives. In those days, disciples were said to walk in the dust of their rabbi. Jesus' team walked day after day, in the blazing sun, often to escape persecution, and always to do the Father's will, which ultimately led to the Cross:

(John 4:34) Jesus said to them, "My food is to do the will of him who sent me, and to accomplish his work".

In the years after Jesus was glorified, the disciples became apostles of Jesus' new Church. They continued to be ridiculed and persecuted:

(Acts 7:59) They stoned Stephen as he called out, saying, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit!"

(2 Corinthians 11:23-27) [Paul wrote] "Are they servants of Christ? I am more so; in labours more abundantly, in prisons more abundantly, in stripes above measure, in deaths often. Five times from the Jews I received forty stripes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I was stoned. Three times I suffered shipwreck. I have been a night and a day in the deep. I have been in travels often, perils of rivers, perils of robbers, perils from my countrymen, perils from the Gentiles, perils in the city, perils in the wilderness, perils in the sea, perils among false brothers; in labour and travail, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, and in cold and nakedness".

Did Paul grumble? No, he showed the kind of life for a Christian to live. Did he work? Yes, very hard. Wherever he was he worked as an apostle for Jesus and earned his living as a tent-maker. After his spectacular conversion, Paul lived a "sold out" life for Jesus and Jesus' Church. Rather than whinge and complain, Paul was obedient to his Lord and his calling, he persevered:

(2 Corinthians 11:28) "Besides everything else, there is that which presses on me daily, concern for all the churches".

Can I, John, do this 30 days? Yes. Praise you Jesus. You have so amazingly brought me this far. And Trish too. Both of us shoulder to shoulder, mostly doing different things, not in lock-step but two individuals, in tandem, working and growing together. Loving and beloved of Jesus. Prospering in our family, in our relationships, in our work, in our Christian walk.

Favourite Bible Verses

(Psalm 36:7)
How precious O Lord is your unfailing love!
We find refuge in the shadow of your wings.
We feast on the abundance of your house;
and drink from the river of your delights.
For with you is the fountain of life;
in your light we see light
.

Praise Jesus
Amen.

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"In Jesus' Hands: Day 19" is now a podcast on Spotify under PsalmsOfJohn
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Thank You Jesus.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

In Jesus' Hands Day 13

My Testimony - 30 Days In Jesus' Healing Hands

On 28th September 2010 I threw myself into Jesus' hands. For 30 days I'm trusting that Jesus will fully heal me of all illnesses and diseases, some long lived (1 Peter 2:24). I am sick of being sick. I feel led to take none of the 6 medications prescribed for me, nor see any health professionals (Mark 16:18). I believe I'll become healthy, rested, alert, mobile, vigorous and sound of spirit, mind, soul and body.

A Glorious Day

Today started hard. About 1:00AM I got some very bad news from our 3rd son which will cost significantly in time and money (no one was hurt). Didn't sleep much.

Today our team ran a fundraiser Indian Feast for the orphanage and pastors we support in India. This morning the time just vanished, imploded. Impatience and short tempers at our house. There was a crash on the freeway and I was nail-bitingly almost late. Then at the café everyone was looking to me to be supervisor despite my not knowing anything. So much to do and so few answers! There came a point where I was immobilised, my whole system jangling; I got my water, found a quiet corner and prayed: Lord I can't do this. Come please, bring your peace. I sat quietly for 15 minutes.

What a great night we had. Seventy four people bought tickets for the feast, and bought auction items, and gave money gifts. Those orphans and pastors will be so blessed. The fellowship among the diners and our team was wonderful, Jesus was present in the conversations and in the fun. It was a great time of multiplication. And here I am, 1:30AM, ready at last to post this onto PsalmsOfJohn.com for Jesus. Soon to bed.

A Big Question From Day 7

Is my stopping all my medications a work? Is it a challenge to God? Am I testing Him?
(Matthew 4:7) Jesus said to Satan, "It is written, 'You shall not test the Lord, your God'".

I've been pondering this question for nearly two weeks. Am I testing you Lord? Is mine an acceptable request?

Once I was settled in my heart that I was not testing my God, I did some formal study by looking in trusted commentaries and through the scriptural references and footnotes.

First, I asked my heart: "Heart, where are you? Are you still inclined towards the Lord? Is your testimony still to the honour and praise of Jesus? Is God in this? Did He speak into your desire to do this project?"

Yes. No hesitation. The Lord always looks at the heart.

(Psalm 22:22) I will declare your name to my brothers (and sisters). In the midst of the assembly, I will praise you.

Testimony is what I do. Good days and hard days, when feeling ebullient and when feeling rotten, I give testimony to the work and power and glory and grace of God in the world in our time.

It sounds then as though I am not testing Him. Rather, I am asking my Abba Daddy for something which is very near to my heart, very important in my life and also part of what He loves to give. And I am led by Him. I am not being a spoiled brat, or precocious, or greedy.

The learned scholars talk about the kind of testing as seen in Matthew 4:7 as being frivolous, pushy, forward.

A Stream of Scripture

Here is a sequence of scriptural references which I believe show clearly what kind of request it is that will test God:

•  (Matthew 4:7)   Satan is trying to tempt Jesus (who would not be tempted).
•  (Deuteronomy 6:16)  Fear the Lord your God . .
•  (Exodus 17:2)  They quarreled with Moses . . and they grumbled against him.
•  (Psalm 78:18)  They tempted God in their heart by promoting their desires.
•  (Psalm 78:41)  They tempted God, and provoked the Holy One of Israel.
•  (Psalm 106:14)  They didn't wait for God's counsel, but gave in to craving in the desert, He sent leanness into their soul.
•  (1 Corinthians 10:9)  Do not willfully sin, neither grumble.

There. Clear enough?

This is definitely a relief.

Two Things Of Which I Was Always Certain

1.  My righteousness will never be even slightly tarnished. All my righteousness is in Christ Jesus. It is not something I can earn, or even lose.

(Philippians 1:11) [You are] filled with the fruits of righteousness, which are through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God.

2.  If I come to the conclusion that I am testing God, then as soon as I repent and seek His forgiveness, He will immediately forgive me.

Glory be . . Thank you Jesus!


Favourite Bible Verses:

(Revelation 12:11 NIV)  They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death.

These words have never before now had so much meaning for me!

(Revelation 19:10 NIV) ". . worship God! For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy"

Praise Jesus.
Amen.

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"In Jesus' Hands: Day 13" is now a podcast on Spotify under PsalmsOfJohn
• Public link to podcast
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Blessings.